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Tuesday, July 14, 2009 10:13 PM

I'm frustrated, sad, anxious. Whatever emotions are all mixed. I'm impatiently waiting for his mum to call me. I have no idea what happened to him and is not even there for him at times like this.

I feel so useless suddenly.


His mum just called me saying he went through the CXR, blood test etc. 2 hour till the result is out. I feel so restless. I dont want anything to happen to him. I never want anything to happen to him and how much I hate myself, I can never get myself to cool down, I can never get myself to assure him. All I could do is cry and cry. Let's hope nothing major happen to my love. I hope.


dear diary.






i’m who you want me to be.
cos you’re my one and only.
cos you were all I ever wanted.
cos you were all I ever needed and more.
cos i’m still in love with you.





without a single word.





Archive/2009/04




won't regret.

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