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Monday, April 20, 2009 10:28 PM

I've past my THREE AUSPICIOUS DAYS =)

Friday marked my last day in QPS; sadly everyone wasnt aware that Friday was my last day. They heard rumours that I'll be leaving but they did not know it was on Friday. Some are in state shock by then incl my dearest HOD whom called me up on the Saturday and have it insist my last day will be on Monday lol. The saddest and sorrowful would be the kids whom I share my joy, my anger and my love to them. I spent most of my times with them in fact its their nonsense and the feeling of parting is just so miserable. Especially the P2s and 3s, I will be missing them, their innocent eyes, chubby faces and the talkative ones. Goodbye.












Saturday; 18-Apr-2009
Marked my engagement ties with my dearest. In conjunction with his parents anniversary, we decided to settle down with that date. Alhamdulillah everything was fine after all. The glitches, it's better to let it past and never occur again. With god's willing insyaallah things will go smoothly and may we stay strong. Love you dear.

*Special Thanks to those who made it happen.
//hingga ke akhir hayat; insyaallah ;)







The last one; 'My dream come true' :)

I remembered when I was in sec 2; Ms Siti asked what do you want to be when you grow up? I stood up and proudly said 'I want to be a nurse'. There was a silence and soon overwhelmed with an uproar laughter. Funny how my childhood dream came true. Right after my O levels I make a mistake by chosing something that I did not even like. Alhamdulillah I still pass with flying colours. Funny how I stayed pursuing diploma in Rp despite having no interest in it. Yet I never regret cause I became knowledgeable with Multimedia and other applications. Though people said it is a waste of time, I never regret. Followed by my previous job, I soon came to realise I should pursue what I really want in life and chances came upon when I saw the advert on a career switch. Initially it was 3 years dip which require 2 year full-time working experience, and only be partially sponsored. I thought maybe it was not meant to be but I guess if it is meant to be yours, it will come. They changed it to 2 year dip, fees fully sponsored and will be given allowance. As before this we intend to get engage, upon knowing it was reduced to 2 years dip, love supported me to go for it. Alhamdulillah after months of uncertainties, I was finally given the chance to be in this profession. For some it may just be a job, a dirty job perhaps but for me it is my lifetime achievementto care for the needs,being able to stood up and chance upon my dream and make it to reality. Though it will be a struggle monetarily, I believe I will pull through it. Family been supportive too, though mum kept saying 'please think 12345678910 times' deep down I knew they are there for me. & thanks to my aunt,uncle and cousin for being supportive to be my sureties. Wouldn't have the chance to be one without them. & Of course my bff whom always there for me thanks for standing by me through this hard times and the friends, the ICA officer and the educator whom I shared my woes and happiness, thanks for being there.

Right now I just attended my 1st day in NYP from 8 am till 6pm, hectic. I climbed the stairs up and down continuously. Hopefully I will survive and able to adapt the 3-year-diploma-squeezed-to-2-years-diploma-of-study:)


dear diary.






i’m who you want me to be.
cos you’re my one and only.
cos you were all I ever wanted.
cos you were all I ever needed and more.
cos i’m still in love with you.





without a single word.





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won't regret.

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