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Wednesday, December 10, 2008 11:01 PM

I just felt insecure. Really insecure. I dont mind if girls are crazy over him but it seems the otherwise. He kept talking about girls girls and girls his past memories with girls. Worse part, he was asleep and i dont know what got over me; something just make me open up his hp. I dont know my heart just tergerak to do that. I saw his sent message him MESSAGING GIRLS; how are you, the second one hi how are you would like to ask if you are free wanna hangout for a movie or something. FUCK! such a gentleman. He didnt do that to me. I felt insecure i remembered he told me nadia was crazy for him yet told me that nadia is old. I dont know i just felt that something is not right. No matter how many times he said he love me i just dont feel the sincerity. He reminds me of fazdil. I feel lost now. I fear it the most he cheat me without me knowing.


dear diary.






i’m who you want me to be.
cos you’re my one and only.
cos you were all I ever wanted.
cos you were all I ever needed and more.
cos i’m still in love with you.





without a single word.





Archive/2009/04




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